Yes, I've given birth and am enjoying motherhood if not for my mil.. why does she always tell baby "mummy is bad, mummy is naughty, mummy no good"?? everything mummy's fault?? everything mummy does is wrong?? what about daddy?? why didn't i hear my mama telling baby "daddy is bad, daddy is naughty, daddy no good"?? simply don't understand!!! why does she have to say those things to baby?? i was so angry and upset!! hid in my room and teared, dun wanna see her face.. i hate her!! there are many other things that she did that get on my nerves, dun wanna elaborate further.. i tolerate bcos i wan to give her face and respect her as an elderly but i really need to vent it out if not i dunno what i will do next time.. i try not to think about her as it affects my mood, appetite and milk production.. my poor baby is not getting enough breast milk!! i must not be like her in future as i understand how my daughter in law would feel..
