not sure how to describe my feelings now.. maybe 20% excited to have our first baby, 20% calm as cannot feel the baby and morning sickness yet, 20% worried that my child would end up like some of the notorious students that i'm teaching cos my baby would be so used to 'hearing' them in the coming 9mths or so, 20% of doubt not sure if I can handle both work and baby, 20% scared of the delivery pain.. complicated ya.. told b i wish can pass him the baby to deliver so i won't feel the pain den he say will buy me a diamond ring for the baby, haa!
something 丢脸 to share.. haha.. this pregnancy test kit is the 2nd try actually.. i wasted the first pack cos i nv read instructions carefully den got no results as in no line appear at all, now i can totally understand why students nv bother to read exam questions carefully and giv me rubbish answers.. i bought a spare kit in case it fails again so whoever needs it can get it from me.. hope 小王 won't be as blur as me!
not sure if still can make it for the dragon baby.. it'll be an added bonus for b if it is a dragon baby cos he scared of snake, haaha.. but that's not impt, i just want a healthy baby!
Time to look for gynae and break the news to our loved ones!